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Friday, January 04, 2008

my heart is feeling prettaye heavy now prolly from the sense of loss aft yesterday's CT session. my new class hmm, seems fine i guess. i dont wna judge too early nor comment too much but it's quite a weird environment to be in i guess. my civics tutor is mr eric foo. he's nice i know. but i heard from my seniors that he isn't a very good bio teacher which kinda spells doom for me. i once had a chem teacher in IP1 who was very nice but he couldn teach very well.
basically the sense of loss sprouts from the absence of a classroom which forms my strong sense of locale. also the loss of the once so familiar teachers whom you cld talk like friends. and lastly the loss of your familiar group of friends whom you have stuck to so closely for two years of your life. basically i don't like this feeling of hmm LONELINESS! i'm alone in my class now and i feel like an alien. how can grace su survives like this, omgosh. when i was IP1 i had puen from day one of orientation and aft that jiemin also. NOW. NOONE. but then again, aft listening to what wanxin and puen told me i guess i shld be thankful.
i heard wanxin's class has 10 scholars from funny sch and hmm.. all they wna do is study. my class guys seem fine cos they can talk and talk and talk. but the girls are all prettye reserved, refined ladies.


MY OG IS FUN THOUGH(: i have very very nice OGLs and a prettaye cool girl with the same name as me, grace ling. my OG has funky guys kewei, eugene who entertains me with their funny antics and make boring orientation slightly more bearable. but when i am shagged and have no more energy to play, i stone with my fellow yr ones. play stupid games like fighting for a waterbottle and get high again.
i cant wait for sch to start. basically i'm not in the mood to do anything unconstructive like orientation, because i can feel my heart throbbing with greater anticipation as i feel the season nearing day by day. you just get that hey, can we stop wasting our time and start doing something constructive.